My Song to my Isabella!

There You'll Be

When I think back on these times and the dreams we left behind

I'll be glad cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life.

When I look back on these days, I look and see your face, you were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you sore above the sky,

In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life!

I keep a part of you with me, and every where I am there you'll be!

Will you show me how it feels to feel the sky within my reach and I'll always

remember all the strength you game to me your love made me make it through-oh-I owe so much to you, you were right there for me!

In my dreams I'll always see you sore above the sky,

In my heart there will always be a place for you,

for all of my life,

I keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be

Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength and I wan to thank you now for all the ways.

You were right there for me!

Always!

In my dreams I'll always see you sore above the sky

In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life

I keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be!

And everywhere I am there you'll be

There you'll be...

Faith Hill from the movie Pearl Harbor

Some of my favorite quotes!!!

"As individuals we should follow after the things which make for place, we should be personal peacemakers." -Elder Russell M. Nelson

"I will have faith in Heaven Father and Jesus Christ. I will pray to Heavenly Father. I will repent of any wrongdoing. I will forgive others." -Friend Aug '04

"Ask me in faith, believing that ye shall receive." -1st Nephi 15:11

"Miracles are obviously worked through the power of the priesthood, but the prayer of faith is also at work." -Elder Dallin H. Oaks

"Do you take the time to discover each day how beautiful your life can be? How long has it been since you watched the sunset? What of the wonders of a cloudless night when the Lord unveils the marvels of his heavens.-the twinkling stars, the moonlight rays? When last did you observed a tiny rosebud form? You are one of the noblest of God's creations. His intent is that your life be gloriously beautiful regardless of your circumstances. As you are grateful and obedient, you can become all that God intends you to be. Sadness, disappointment, sever challenges are events in life, not life itself. Your joy in life depends upon your trust in Heavenly Father and His holy son, your conviction that their plan of happiness truly can bring you joy. Some people are like rocks thrown into a sea of problems. They are drowned by them. Be a cork. When submerged in (faced with) a problem, fight to be free to bob up to serve again with happiness. When you trust in the Lord, when you are willing to let your heart and your mind be centered in His will, you ask to be led by the spirit to do His will. You are assured of the greatest happiness along the way." -Elder Richard G. Scott

"Remember the worth of souls is great in the sight of God." -D&C 18:10

"Call on the name of God for protection." -3rd Nephi 4:30

"God is mindful of us and ready to respond when we place out trust in Him (seek) divine guidance through prayer." -Elder Tom Perry

"The decisions we make in this life lead to our destiny in the next life." -Pres. Monson

"You can't make eternal decisions without eternal consequences." -Pres. Monson

"Prayer is a key to use in keeping depression from destroying us." -Ezra Taft Benson

"He is a light that shineth in a dark place." -2nd Peter 1:19

"Blessed are they that mourn. for they shall be comforted." -Matthew 5:4

"He that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life." -John 8:12

"Forgive one another your trespasses." -Mosiah 26:31

"We live in a day of shifting values of changing standards, of will-o'-the -wisp programs that blossom in the morning and die in the evening." -Pres. Gordon B. Hinckley

"God is not a celestial politician seeking our vote. Rather, God is t be found, and God is to be obeyed." -Hans Kindt-Stake Patriarch of Wisconsin

"Be clean in mind, and then you will have greater control over your bodies. Unclean thoughts lead to unclean acts." -Pres. Gordon B. Hinckley

Regrets...

I live with a constant regret in the back of my mind. No matter what I do in my life it will not go away. I don't know what to do to make it go away! I don't want to think about it anymore. It is so frustrating, I feel like I am going to explode soon. I know deep down inside I shouldn't be feeling this...but I can't help it. It will haunt me for the rest of my life I fear...unless I figure out a way to get it out of my mind and know that there is nothing to feel guilty about anymore. It has been almost 7 years!!! And still I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders! I feel like I don't want to get out of bed sometimes because of the way I feel. I feel like I don't or can't look at myself in the mirror! How can I live with myself for much longer with all of this guilt laying in my heart mind and soul...I just do not know anymore. I feel like it just gets worse and worse as the years go by! How horrible is that!? 7 years of guilt...I want to ask for forgiveness...and yet I don't know if I will really get it...or if they will just tell me what they know I want to hear to shut me up or try and make me think it's all forgotten...I don't know. Maybe I am just thinking about it too much and over analyzing it! Oh!!!! why can't these things be easier on my mind...and my heart. I have such a heavy heart...I know deep down inside what I did was wrong and how I did it was wrong. And they say that they have forgiven me...but how do I know that for sure?! How do I get my conscious put to ease? I am going to give myself an ulcer! All I can conclude is I hope and pray that they will forgive me...I can only hope!