Sunday, October 30, 2011

About 14 hours!

14 more hours before I go in for my test!  I am nervous...and at the same time I am so mentally exhausted that I have no strong emotion about this.  I don't know.  Why I feel so dead on the inside.  But, I do.  I can't help the way I feel.  All I want to do is sleep!  I don't want to face this.  Because no matter what this is the scariest thing I have ever gone through.  I never want to go through this again!  I pray I am strong enough to get through this.  My thoughts are jumbled and my emotions feel numb.  I feel like I don't make sense to myself...and probably to no one else.

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