Gosh...

I have missed blogging on here for a few days...not because I didn't want to, but rather I didn't feel I had anything important to say.  But, today I have to say I do have something to say!  I am irritated beyond belief!  I guess you're trying to figure out what I am talking about...what direction this entry is taking.  Well, let me just say it...DATING SUCKS!!!!!

I am starting the process of getting back into the dating scene...and have gotten onto some of the dating sites.  Let me just say that they are not what the commercials make them seem like!  There are a lot of guys out there not looking for a serious relationship...and if they are they want to have sex!  How am I supposed to do this?!  

I was messaging this one guy and I asked him what he thought about religion...he said he rather have sex than talk about that!  UGH!  And then I was messaging another one and he was so pushy it was uncomfortable.  I couldn't get a babysitter aka mom...and I told him tomorrow, and kept on saying just come when the kids are asleep...they don't need to be watched when they are asleep.  That is not how it works in my house!  It is frustrating...but ok.

I am so tired of this and I just started!  I am ready to quit...and just be alone for the rest of my life.  I don't know what to do!  :(  What can I do?!  It makes it hard when I live here with my parents...kinda wish I didn't.  But then again it's a good thing.  I don't know what I mean...and I don't know what the next step is.  When I figure this out I will let you all know!

Wish me luck!!