Chance

I have been thinking lately that I really need to start pulling in some money of my own...but, working out of the house right now isn't an option because my mom really doesn't want to be tied down like that. I do not blame her. So I had a thought...it's a crazy thought...but it's a thought! I was thinking of getting some kind of web site going and putting some of the things I made on and selling it...well, try selling it! It would be so awesome if this worked out! I really enjoy making things...it would be rewarding! I am scared of putting myself out there like that...but I think I have to do it to prove to myself that I am worth something. Right now I feel like my life is in a rut...I am not completely happy with my life right now. I know something needs to change, I just don't know how to go about getting that change done. I don't know how to go about getting my dream off the ground! That is the frustrating part of this! I have an idea, a passion, but no sense of direction of how to do it! I also have been wanting to get more involved with Blessings in a Basket, but the frustration is I am not sure how I can. Right there I so do not feel like I have anything to contribute! UGH! I want to so bad. I have to start thinking. I love taking pictures, but that would be something I would have to go to school for to be really good and to know what I am doing. And Justina has already started the process of doing that, and I cannot copy her! LOL! So, I am at square one...not knowing what to do!!!! I wish there was something I could do and think of! Maybe someday I will think of something! I don't know I have a million and one things running through my head and I don't know if I am coming across very clear and for that I apologize!