I dreampt

My Dream...

   

About 6 months or so ago, I awoke from a dream...one so real I felt as though it had really happened.  The kind that the feelings are so intense it's like you're really there in real life.  I dreamt so many months, weeks, days ago about a very special moment that most birthmothers dream about.  

I dreamt that I was in a crowded place...lots of people hurrying around me, I was pushing my way through the crowd trying to get somewhere.  I do not know where I was trying to get to...but I knew I needed to get there fast.  And then it happened...the sea of people parted and I saw her.  My heart started beating so fast it felt as though it would jump out of my chest.  My palms grew cold and clammy, my breathe quickened.  I felt as though I were going to pass out.  Our eyes met, and it was like everyone in the area faded away.  She ran to me, and right into my arms.  

I held her tight and said, "I have missed you my sweet baby girl!"  She whispered in my ear, "I love you."  It melted my heart.  

I woke up feeling empty...feeling like that dream would never come true.  I told my friend about it and she created the best graphic art for me in the world.  It was perfect, just like my dream.

Now for the part that makes my dream become reality.  My Belle's mom just asked me to pick her and Belle up from the airport when they come in Nov.  And I am sure the scene when we meet will be much like this picture just like my dream.  I am so excited to see her again.  But, weird that I had that dream before I knew what was going to happen.  I will let you all know how it goes!  :)