Wow

I cannot believe it has been over 2 years since I have been on here! So many things have happened within that 2 years, I would not know where to begin. I don't even think I had anything up to date on here...I guess I was trying to give some background. LOL! I guess I haven't done a good job at keeping this up! I am making a goal as of now to try my best to keep this up to date, and hopefully this will be a good way to let some emotions out. So we shall see...

The short version of what has been going on with me within the last 2 years is I have been raising my kids, living at home with the parents, and going to school. I am hoping to graduate in the Spring of this year, that is if I can get through math! Me and math do NOT get along at all! I hate math and Math hates me! But, sadly if I want to graduate I HAVE to get through it no matter what! And I have come to far in my education to just give up! I do not want to give up when I am so close! I want so desperately to make my parents proud of something I have done. I have not met anyone so therefore I am still single! WOW! Big shocker huh?! ;) To tell you the truth, I am kinda liking it like that! However, I do miss having someone around to cuddle with, have someone to support me and help me with the kids. It breaks my heart because my daughter wants so badly to have a daddy and I cannot provide her with one. Her father and my son's father signed his rights away almost 2 years ago as well. That is another thing I will get more into.

My sister moved away back to California! I am sad without her here. She was my friend here...now I really don't have anyone! I have my mom, but that's about it. Oh well there's nothing that I can do about it. I have to endure it...I just have a lonely life...

Well...I am going to end this for now...I am tired, the kids are in bed and I am going to lay down and enjoy the silence!!! Until next time!!! Stay safe...and God bless!