New Year!!!! 2012!!!

Well, it is a new year once again and I have to say it is already feeling like it is going to be a good year.  I know there will be some bumps along the way, I anticipate it and am ready to face them head on!  Yesterday I went down to the social security office and official changed the kid's last names from Trevino to Hauserman!!!!  It feels so good to have it final and complete!  All I have to do now is to get their names changed on their medical things but that is no big deal!
After much thought and deliberation I came to the conclusion...well, my daughter came to the conclusion that she no longer wanted anything to do with her siblings from her dad's side of the family.  So by her request I deleted them from my facebook, and their phone numbers from my phone.  I am done seeing my daughter cry about them.  So when she said she didn't want anything to do with them I was relieved.  It has been a month and so far so good.
But how sad is it for a 7 year old girl come to the point to where she knows that her sisters do not love or care for her the way she wants them to.  She is wise beyond her years, and in other ways she is angry too.  She acts out a lot here, I am thinking that is because she is angry because of the situation.  I am angry too, so I don't blame her for acting the way she does sometimes.
One day all of them are going to have to answer to the kids as to why they did what they did, and I just hope their answers help the kids and not harm them.

Another aspect is I am hoping this will be the last semester I will be at Chandler-Gilbert Community College and I will be able to get my AA!  That would be awesome!  That is if I can pass math!  UGH!  Math is my hang up!  It always has been!  I just need to get through it...I don't care what I get as long as it is a passing grade!  I am hoping this will be the time I pass it!  If I don't, I am going to have to start thinking about another route to take with my future.  I have to come up with something that will be able to provide for my kids the way they deserve.  I don't want to live from pay check to pay check...I want to be able to live comfortably.  But, I don't know what I will do if I don't pass math...what other career options do I have?  We shall see.

This is going to be a good year for me!  I can feel it!