Not a good day

I have to say...this is NOT a good day for me today!  I am so tired and frustrated with everything and everyone.  I am so done with the way my life is going...or should I say not going.  I am so tired of living at home and depending on my parents.  I am tired of my kids being disrespectful and I am tired of them throwing fits.  I am just tired of life.  This is a new year and I am already feeling like this!  This is so stupid!  I told myself that this was going to be a good year...no drama or anything.  And it is already a bad one.

I am stressed out to the fullest about the thought of having to have bladder surgery.  With all of the law suites about it scares me to death.  I have a bad feeling that if I do get this surgery it will turn out bad.  I don't want to have more problems then I already am having.  I am wanting to do good in school this semester and I want to get a job too.  I don't have time for surgery and all this.  I am tired...

I feel like there is a ton of pressure on my chest and I cannot breathe.  Don't get me wrong...I know there are people out there that have it worse off than I do right now...but it is feeling pretty bad right now.  Like to the point of me feeling like I want to get in bed and stay there forever.